NO LONGER

I'm no longer the one who can make you happy I guess.

I'm no longer important or never for once in your life.

At the very beginning, you used to treat me good but what had happen now? I just don't get it why things change so fast.Maybe like what I assumed when it started fast, it also gonna end soon as well.

You used to be the caring one.Text me time-to-time just to chat with me and tell me how much you miss me. Please me to go out with you although I told you I'm not free. Messages were always sweet and lovely-dovey. Always come and pick me up on time when you promised what time you will arrive.What's more with all your promises???

But now all has become the other way round. You only text me when you're free. You told me you're broke and gonna cut down outings, but the next seconds you were out with your friends for movie. I know you try very hard in your message to text like how you used to but it doesn't work ok? I can tell the way you text is different. You even ffk for our date by telling me you were not feeling well. Okay, maybe you were but so what? You couldn't just text me to inform me rather than let me changed and waited you for few hours like a silly. I should be the one angry but I didn't. You said if you didn't able wake up early, I shall call you but now you didn't even pick up my call.

I have been tolerate and tell myself that I think too much. You know I want you but you just need me I guess. If I would one day request to separate, I don't think you will try your best to keep us together again. A guy will only do that, if he really like and appreciate that girl. You ask me to give you some time, is not like I don't. How long you want me to wait? 3 months?? a year??? or forever???

I know you gonna hate me or thnik what's with this girl kisiao again? or might not contact with me anymore after you read this.

Instead of telling you face-to-face, so I think this is the best way for me to speakout.I kept quiet doesn't mean I don't care, cause I was hoping you will surprise me in the next morning. Please don't say you like me if you don't meant it. I'm tired and sick of thinking.. I surrender cause my heart can't take it anymore.